Life, Beauty, Change, Love, Friendships, Courage!

Laugh has thrown us all curve balls and with that it makes us who we are meant to be, it has also given us things to be thankful for everyday.

As I write this I am looking back on the last two weeks. Within that time I have changed, smiled and laughed until my ribs hurt. I use to think that life couldn't get any better then what it was and that I was dished a bunch of muck with some ice cream tossed in there.

These last two weeks I have realized that my life is truly more wonderful then I assumed it was. I also realized that the people that are put into my life are put their for a reason. Whether they are there to make me grow up and get on with life or just enjoy being with someone who makes me confident in the woman I am turning out be.

I know I sound selfish because I am just talking about me, but I honestly don't know how this person feels, but for now I want to selfish in this new friendship I have been granted.

I feel we are open about our days and life that we have gone through at that point in time. I enjoy just laughing about things with her equally and knowing that I see her as an equal not someone who is better then me or lower then me. The talks we have put the problems I go to her with in a new perspective and understanding I am not the only with the type of problems, in that I see beauty. That something so small, and innocent at it's first stages are amazing.

This is a change I think we both need in our life right now, we are what we need to hold each other up and just be there for each other. I have a love for her that no one will understand unless they have the same type of relationship we are trying to reach.

I have more courage knowing I have someone other then my wonderful husband to confide in. I love feeling confident in my life.

Change is inevitable.......So lets change!

I change a little bit every year. Everyone does it's like your chapter of their live novel. Sadly not everyone decides to change because they grow so comfortable with their lives as they are.

I have a "friend" that I have been friends with her for five years. In those five years I have changed so much that the people I use to associate with five years ago don't recognize the person that I am. She hasn't changed a single bit since we met. She still slacks in school because she just doesn't have the motivation to do it, she flakes out on activities we are going to do at the last minute and she could set up the activity and still flake on me. Change has to happen in order for people to have the relationship they need with the other person. She was an hour and a half late to my husband's birthday! Who does that! Then she was late to our Christmas Eve dinner by 2 hours so my family and I ate and then they waited for the two hours for her to show up.

She refuses to change,and I wont stop changing. I am tired of her not being the friend I need her to be. She calls me a bad friend because I wont accept her to be a bad friend to me. I have given her my time, I have given her gifts out of the blue. I was always on time to things. I finally told her I can't do this relationship anymore because I need to change. I might be a "bad" friend, but at least I am a better friend then she is.

Halloween=Decorating!

I love to decorate! So I am extra excited about this holiday season. I will be able to buy more for our house since we don't have a lot due to the fact we use to live in a small apartment. I have plenty of Christmas decorations, but fall, Halloween and Love day I don't have a lot. Here are just some pictures of the cute decorations we have.