My little world is pulsing with frustrations!

This past week I have been more open about my little world and the people involved in my world. I also have been more sensitive to pet peeves and irritations that arise in my life. 


Don't get me wrong I love my family, they are my everything. I have lived with my immediate family that their quirks, thoughts, and ideas don't bother me. They are a very positive source for me and a way to nurture my soul. My real hindrance is my family that I am not close to like uncles, aunts, cousins, even my in-laws. Don't get me wrong I have a lot of positives when it comes to my family, but right now on this day the negatives are overwhelming more then the positives. I am sure that over time the balance will be back to positives being more abundant then the negatives, maybe they need to step up to the plate and stop living in their selfish little world.


Ski will be graduating college with his bachelors degree in June. I couldn't be a prouder wife of his accomplishments, goals and his will power to continue on to get his masters degree. When I talked to my mom-in-law about his graduation, she said that she may not come due to her granddaughters school schedule. Her granddaughter is four years old, I honestly think that she can miss a week of school for her uncles graduation, it will not deter her progress in Head Start. It shocks me to know that his mom wont even consider coming out for her sons graduation. Ski will never graduate with a bachelors degree again! I just can't stand it.


Now my family has their panties in a wad because Ski's graduation is the exact same time as the family reunion. It is one day that Ski gets to beam about his accomplishments, and they are whining because my immediate family will miss one day of the reunion! Grow a pair and get over it, I will miss a reunion day so I can help my husband shine. Really the reunion happens every year this event doesn't. 


I think that is enough whining and complaining coming out of me about my families. Lets get onto something positive and happy. 


I am "taking" English 122 over, because my teacher last semester taught me nothing. I haven't become a better writer I don't even know what my strengths and weaknesses are. I am taking this class with a wonderful lady named Cheryl, I have gone to her class twice and I already love it!  She is so positive and uplifting. I can't wait to learn and grow more with her class. This will be a positive in my life and I hunger for knowledge and a wider vocabulary. Sadly because I am not "enrolled" in this class I will only be able to make Wednesday's classes. I have discussed it with her and she knows that since I am not active in the class that I will only be there once a week. 


I am stating to kick Zumba's butt and I can see Debra enjoying and concentrating really hard on her moves. It makes me giggle watching her concentrate so much on wiggling it. It brings me so much joy! I always end up cracking up watching me trying to wiggle my middle like a cute little Mexican (you would think since I am Hispanic I would be able to wiggle it, nope can't do it!) It is definitely a good way to keep me busy and toning my belly up. 


My friend Nik-Nak is such an amazing friend and I wouldn't be who I am supposed to be without her. Lately I haven't felt like I have been a good friend to her as she has been to me and this weighs heavily on my heart. She is truly a crowned jewel that you will never notice because she fits in so well with us coal pieces. If she reads this great if not, it is okay I am sure we will talk about it soon enough. 


Now I will finish this with sending my thoughts and love to my friends and hitting publish before I have time to re-read it and delete it all.